I've once love a girl...

I've once love a girl. It was three years ago when I ask her to be my girlfriend. I just ask directly without any other words. Now,after all the changes that all of humans thru,she also changed. Deep in my heart,I feel full of vegeance. She start to talk bad words. She is harsh now. Fuck it. I want the old her back. Ya,I know that she is not mine but i want her badly. i know i can't get her but I want the old her back. I've change to be a nicer person but she..? *sigh*