Conflicts,makes me sick!

That comes deep from my heart. My heart is like a secret garden. Ones has to explore more to see its lovely ease to the eye view no matter in the morning,afternoon,evening or night. When a conflict struck upon me,it is like a major demolishing in my garden . It feels like a butterfly in my stomach although i dont eat butterfly :P

Dissapointed is the words when you hangout with your friends and not all the people are really there. Their body maybe there but their mind are flung away. *sigh*

I hope,our friendship wont become friendshit my,FRIENDS!

Staglamit & Staglatit Kehidupan

Permulaan hidup kita umpama satu gua yang kosong

Yang kemudiannya dengan perlahan-lahan terbentuknya staglamit dan staglatit.

Titisan air yang kecil nerupakan pengubah landskap tersebut.

Ianya tidak terjadi dalam masa sehari,seminggu atau sepurnama

Tetapi beratus-ratus tahun lamanya mungkin juga beribu tahun.

Pembentukan itu yang membuat gua tersebut indah.

Yang ditakutkan hanyalah tangan-tangan rakus manusia.

Keindahan yang terbentuk berkurun lamanya,

Hancur dalam sekelip mata.

Kedaraan yang diambil secara paksaan tanpa ihsan.

Kegilaan itu adalah kebiasaan

Kegilaan itu adalah kebiasaan

Apakah kamu tidak biasa dengan sesuatu kegilaan itu?

Kegilaan berpasangan,kegilaan mencari duit,

Kegilaan bekerja,kegilaan seks,

Kegilaan,kegilaan dan kegilaan.

Semuanya kegilaan bukan?

Kamu tidak pernah merasainya?

Rugi kamu sebagai manusia jika begitu.

Sayangnya kamu pilih untuk terus normal

Tidak langsung mahu menyimpang sedikit daripada paksi normal itu

Aku tidak suruh kamu untuk menjadi gila

Tetapi mungkin menyuruh kamu supaya menjadi diri kamu

Dan memberi sedikit kebebasan kepada jiwa kamu itu

Aku skema tetapi reti menggunakan kebebasan itu

Kenapa kamu tidak boleh?

What? My Blog Among The Favourite Blog?hehehe...

Yeah,a thousand time another thousand times another thousand of thanks for those who listed my blog as their favourite one. Actually,my blog post are rubbish that i took out from my mind. Its like cleansing my mind from being polluted anymore.

Adakah rakyat Malaysia akan melalui perubahan mentaliti?

Adakah rakyat Malaysia akan melalui perubahan mentaliti? Ya,perubahan mentaliti. Biar ia seiring dengan pembangunan yang pesat yang dialami Malaysia. Ini kalau beratur pun tidak reti,apa kejadah. Orang lain penat-penat beratur,senang-senang main masuk.

Perkara lain yang aku nampak ialah cara pembuangan sampah yang 'efektif''. Contoh terdekat ialah,Sungai Sg. Petani. Cuba lihat apa yang ada disepanjang sungai tersebut.ha69

Sampah sarap yang bertimbun ,bukan? masyarakat kita sebenarnya suka mengambil jalan pintas tetapi membawa kesan buruk yang berpanjangan.

Cuba fikir tentang kos untuk membersihkan sungai tersebut. Semestinya memakan peruntukan yang besar. Aku rasa,kalau mentaliti masyarakat kita berubah secara positif dan mula berfikir secara kritis,gambaran ini kita mungkin akan lihat tetapi tidak seteruk ini.

Aku akui yang aku juga membuang sampah merata-rata tetapi aku tidak membuang bungkusan plastik merata-rata tetapi di dalam tong sampah. Ini disebabkan plastik adalah bahan yang susah untuk reput. Kalau nak buang merata pun,buang sampah di tanah dan bukan di jalan. biar ia reput secara semulajadi daripada dibakar.

*belilah Dead Memories#5 zine @ surf di internet untuk maklumat lanjut tentang plastik.

Metalcore and all the trend that comes along...

Im gonna write this about the scene nowadays. If you feel fucked up with me,its your right. I wont blame you.

Why the tickets for a gig when there is local metalcore/deathcore band are more expensive than overseas band that doing tour in Malaysia? Dont call yourself a genre pioneer in Malaysia if you play for money. Yes,i admit that i dont have a band and dont have enough knowledge to arguing with you but from my observation local metalcore/deathcore band shouldnt do that. think about other people. if you want fame and money,better enter mainstream with your music.

You can go and fuck yourself dude. I think,all local metalcore/deathcore fans should read Abstained Agogo Fanzine#8. Open your eyes widely along with your mind. A grind maniac like Azizi from Grin[D]amage also listen to punk rock and other types of genre. Trend are temporary. If you a trendy person,i think you already waste a lot of money to look cool infront of people especially your girlfriend.

Ha69. Its your choice,you the one that think and do what is the best for you. Argh! Bluergh! Fuck you all for the recycled riff and all the drum beat and all the people in your fucking scene that wont admit that music comes from punk.

*im not racist with this genre follower but behave yourself in a gig, dont show your favoritism. pay some respect to other band. if those punk kids can support all genre,why all of you cant?

Sin,Repent...

My heart are fully covered with black

Its not like a stain that stick to our shirt

That are removed after washed

Its sticks there forever.

It all start with a single dot

Then keep increasing numerously

Along with the sin that I have done

Repent is the option but its too late

Its too late when you are about to die

Im still not lose faith in my religion

And i also dont know where my times about to come...

Dear God,help me...

Aku ni pelik ka?

Aku ni,pelik ka? Aiseh,asalkan aku tulis yang baik-baik ja orang akan tanya 'mana perginya alip yang aku kenal dulu'. Ape ke he nye dgn kome? Teman baik saloh,teman jahat lagi la saloh. Ish,mike xphm ke yang teman nak beruboh. Udoh berbuih mulot teman ni dek khabor kt kome-kome semua.

Something that is nice...

Something that is nice,we want it forever. Everlasting is the other word. It like our favourite brand new tshirt. We like to wear it very often. Due to it,thecollar of the shirt are getting wider and wider each time the shirt are washed. As time pass by,the colour of the shirt also faded. For the things that you can see everyday also cant everlast and you hope happiness will last?ha69

You really been joking with me. Frankly speaking,i think only good deeds that may have done only the things that are last forever and ever. Doing good deeds are not as hard as you may think,if you picking a piece of paper and put it in the dustbin,that is a good deeds. See,as simple as 1,2 and 3. Did you get it? Im not a moralist to ask you to do a good deeds,im just tell you but not ask you to do.

I think,this is the latest post that may kickstart back my future post to be serious again.yeah!

*current song= Come Again by Channel X

Malam Ini...

Aik,cm lagu Bo. Bedroom Sanctuary la pula.ha69

Yeah,satu plan Sudah di rencanakan oleh Mat Arep Cahaya tentang apa yang bagus untuk malam ini. Great! Tengok bola ramai-ramai. Mungkin perkara bodoh akan dilakukan malam ini seperti malam-malam lepak yang selalunya. Polis ligan kalu,lari. Apa payah,senang ja. Thrash the law,dude!

*Babi! Dah jadi serupa diari dah. Pailang! Pailang! Pailang! Rasa cam perempuan kot. Fuck ah!

Im not into arguing

I like to hear,watch and learn.

Im not into arguing.

If there is a win win situation,i'll grab it for others sake.

For what u want to argue with your friends for a things that shouldnt be?

what waste of time if this happens in my circle of friend.

i want back my friends.

the ones that can hangout together without giving to much attention to their gf or society.

the ones that can go to gig together and have fun in the gig without any prejudice and misundurstanding.

the ones that take my hand and do the big circle pit or spinning till i puke.

the one that wont protest if you wearing any bands tshirt.

where are they? i miss the 1st Haqh Tuih Haha gig and Island Underground Fest moments. Not to forget also the Out Of Step tour featuring Always Last and Overdose where we all have fun in the mosh pit. *sigh*

Nevermind,it will be only as a memory that wont replay back in my life.

Hey,friends. If you need me,you know where to find me.