trying to fit in others life and adept the surroundings seems so hard for me. im trying to be a better person right now but when i tell something that i like,she told me that she didnt like it at all plus she hate it. this things keep repeating n vice versa. we are just friends and she want get aong with me but i cant. i told her that i had family,friends and distro to watch for instead of just her. then,i slowly left her cause for what to take the relationship at a next step when she overdemanding attention from me? i also have my life. ya,i know that she afraid to lose me but she have lose me. i dont care if she read this or not but we are just friend. not more than that. it just like,i cannot give her the attention but i have others things to do.
i really feel bad with myself because this is not the 1st time i did it to a girl that like me and i always feel regret after doing it. it just,... *sigh* yes,im too slow to read their hints and grab the opportunity. my dad,always said that 'if there a girl that meant for you,she wont go away although you are busy handling your work. just,keep an eye on her and when have time with her,spent it fully'.
if another girl come and say that she like me,i think i just take her. i dont want to break her heart into pieces like other girls. seriously,i cant forget those past ones but they have move on and i hope they have a happier life. but there is a girl that i like and i've try once but didnt get it. somethings special about her that i cant forget. nah,maybe she already have boyfriend. nevermind,i've try once and dont want push her. hey,i respect other peoples space OK.. :P
ha69,since when do my post become an emo post? hahahaha,fuck!
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